Fatal Error

Why do you sit there and weep for my soul?

How can you cry for a person who is no longer whole?

Is it that you feel pity for my broken heart?

Or that you feel responsible for my being torn apart?

Why must you stare at me with such regret?

Why must you try and deny my fate that was set?

I chose this path yet still hold on to me.

Can’t you just go away and let me be?

Just stop crying and accept me for the selfish girl I am

I am no more than one who was scared and ran.

Yet you still look upon me with a look of love.

And I begin to understand as your tears falls from above.

Yet try as I might I can no longer reach out to you.

As reality sinks in I cry at the things I’ll no longer do.

My tears slip away as I stare into you sorrowful eyes.

I mouth I’m sorry before looking at the raining skies.

I hear you ask me to fight, to stay!

But my mind merely drifts away.

I am sorry you know for all that I’ve done

Maybe it’ll be better now that I’m gone!

I now see that I had a wonderful life.

Now if only I’d learned that before picking up that knife.

Just my stupid mouthing off!!

Yo I have decided to grace you all with my thoughts once more. Today's thought is!!!!!!......Mental pain.....Ok I think alot of people have problems but what I don't get is why they have to think it's the end of the world. I mean I know alot of people who let their problems rule their entire life. But I still don't get why I mean I have tons of problems that have made me do some stupid things and yea I get really depressed sometimes but I still go on living each day to it's fullest. In fact most people would never guess I have issues cuz of the way I act but to be honest my closet friends mainly Stef know that my family life can suck and they have been there for me like I try and be there for them. Anyways what I am geting at is just becasue you have problems and other people may hate you for how you act you can't always let it get to you because there are alot of good things to be happy about even if you can't see them right now. Like I sais I have tons of problems and yea they get me down but I still act happy and enjoy my life cuz let's face it the life we're all living is the only one we've got.