Stressed out much!

Sometimes I can’t stand my fucked up existence
Hating myself for putting up a resistance
Screaming inside as I deal with this hell
Smiling outside when really all I want to do is yell


Facing this shit every damn day
Knowing nothing will ever go my way
Slitting my wrists wouldn’t help at all
Yet no matter what I do no one hears my call


God I just wanna fucking die sometimes
I don’t get why I deserve this when I’ve done no crimes
You people are such fucking assholes
Not able to admit it you’ll pay with yours souls


I laugh manically when I think about how dumb you people are
That you’re all so blind you can’t even see my scars
Even if my blood were to spill you wouldn’t care
You would just think this was one less burden to share


Deny it if you want but I’m not blind to this kind of thing
People like you who could care less about anything
With all your damn logic hiding you from what’s real
Like I give a shit what you pretend to feel


You’re all a bunch of fucking phonies and fakes
The bottomless pit of anger and hate is all it makes
But no worries here for I will go on
Laughing for how much you’ll say you miss me when I’m gone


Your teenager is at high risk for being stressed out. It would be beneficial for him/her to see and discuss this with their pediatrician and find some stress reducing techniques and perhaps some medical help.

Written by Dawn N. Pope

This was written after a very stressful day and represents my true feelings.

I know most people think I am some dumb blonde but ppl get it that I have feelings to and to tell you the truth I am this close to loosing it and doing something I would come to regret.