Confused First Love (Re-done)

Sei wondered through the hallway glancing in the class room doors as he searched for his homeroom, but due to his lack of concentration he ended up smashing into someone and went crashing to the ground. “Oh my god I'm so sorry I was completely zoned out..." He stopped in mid-sentence as he stared up at the gorgeous man standing in front of him , he had shoulder length black hair swept up in a partial ponytail , the deepest blue eyes he'd ever seen not to mention the fact that he had the most erotic and sensual body he'd ever laid his eyes on.

"Hey ya gonna sit there all day or you gonna get up?"

At the sound of his harsh voice he snapped out of his fantasy world. "Oh excuse me I'm terribly sorry for running into you like that, I was just looking for my class was all." He hoped his voice gave away nothing of the intense desire he was feeling.

"Whatever it's not me who was knocked flat on my ass. Here let me help you up ok."

Sei stared at the hand and then shook his head, gathered his things mumbled a quick thanks then darted off down the hall. "I hope I never run into that guy again."

Staring after the boy Himoto was in a bit confused at why the kid had taken off so suddenly, but he shrugged it off as him being just plain weird. “Tell myself one thing that’s got to be the finest ass I've ever seen on another boy before." He was halfway down the hall before he realized he just admitted to finding another man attractive, unsure of what to do he headed for the gym intending to skip his next class and gather his wits.

Sei had gotten over this morning’s events and was now progressing nicely in his new school, he had made a few new friends and managed to make it through lunch with out any other problems. "Well now’s the real test....Urg! I hate gym class and I look so stupid in those dorky shorts!" Frustrated he didn't hear anyone come up behind him until someone grabbed his shoulder, spinning around he saw Reyna a girl he'd met in second period.

“Hey Sei I didn't mean to scare you I just came to walk with you to gym class if that's ok?" Smiling at her he nodded.

"Yea I'd like that I barely found all my classes this morning so it'll be nice to walk with a friendly face." She giggled and grabbed his hand in hers.

“Good because I might have stolen you away against your will if you had said no." Laughing a bit he walked with her down the hall with his spirits once again high, little did he know how drastic of a turn his life was about to take.

Wincing at the loud screaming Himoto opened his eyes only to see a bunch of students playing basketball. “Oh shit I fell asleep again damnit!" Checking his watch he saw that he'd slept through all his morning classes. “Well that's just fucking great that damn principal is never gonna let me hear the end of this."

He was getting ready to leave and slip out for the rest of the day when suddenly a shout went up in the air, turning he saw that one of the students was laying in the middle of gym floor unconscious. It was obvious he had taken a rather bad blow to the stomach but what caught his attention was when he realized it was the same boy from this morning. "Aww that damn brat has gone and got himself hurt." He headed out onto the floor preparing to offer to take him to the infirmary but he went white when he heard someone shout that he wasn't breathing, breaking into a run he pushed through the others and with out thinking he tilted the boy's head back and pressed his own lips against his performing mouth to mouth. He repeated the motion until finally his body gave a small jerk and he opened his eyes. "Well, well sleeping beauty awakens. You know you really gave us a scare, now get up and I'll take you to the school nurse and get you checked out." Helping the stunned boy up he made a path through the other students and headed to the infirmary completely unaware of what this one simple act would lead to in the future.

Himoto waited in the infirmary while the nurse checked the other kid over but his patience was wearing thin after ten minutes. “Hey lady how much longer do I have to wait around here, I barely know this guy.”

“Well I assumed since you brought him here you were his friend but by all means leave if you want, he on the other hand will be here awhile.” With that said she went to get some pain relievers.

Sighing he wandered over behind the curtain to look at the boy he’d lugged here.” Man you sure did cause me a shit load of trouble ya damn kid!” The sound of sheets rustling drew his gaze back to the kid who was now staring at him with large sad eyes.

“I’m sorry this is the second time you’ve had to deal with my stupidity!” Sei wiped at his eyes and hung his head to avoid looking at the taller boy.

“Hey now I wasn’t being serious and it’s not like you meant to cause me any trouble so don’t act so moody…”

“Yea but first I ran into you then ended up having to have you drag my good for nothing but to the infirmary cause I’m dumb enough to get hit by a basketball.”

“So what it’s not like a flimsy thing like you hurt me when ya ran into me and I only brought you here because I felt like it, you didn’t force me into it so lighten up ok.”

“I guess so…Well I’m alright now so you don’t have to bother with staying any longer I’m sure you have things you’d rather be doing.” In truth he really wanted this guy to leave considering it had only taken talking with this guy for a few minutes to have him burning up and if the guy didn’t leave soon he’d figure out just how turned on he was by him.

“Well I’m not to busy but the Principal sure as hell is pissed with me by now, so I might wanna duck out before he catches me just hanging around again. So see around sometime I guess.” He got up to leave and turned a little to wave but stopped and stared at the sight of the smaller boy, for some reason seeing him in that large bed with his tiny body made him look unbelievably beautiful and frail looking.

“Er…Is something wrong?” He was getting hotter with every second that passed and now with those blue eyes burning into his it made feel as though he would explode soon.

Snapping out of his daze he gave what he hoped was a smile. “Uh no I was just curious as to what your name was?”

“Oh um my name is Sei, Sei Ichiru nice to meet you uh…?” He fumbled and hoped the other guy would supply his name.

“Right I’m Himoto, Himoto Kurai and the pleasures all mine.” He had to be out of his fucking mind to be flirting with another guy, but sure enough that’s exactly what he was doing.

“Well thanks for everything but you’d better leave before you get in any trouble.” He let out a sigh of relief when he nodded and took off.

Stumbling in through the door Sei dropped his backpack by the door and head straight for his room and plopped down on the bed running today’s events through his head once more. “Man I just can’t believe after all the work I’ve done to hide the fact that I like guys I end nearly blowing it over a little attraction…I can’t be around that guy anymore or I might seriously loose it.” Rolling to his side he sighed and closed his eyes and prayed everything would just go back to normal.

Throwing a freezer meal in the microwave oven Himoto sat down at the kitchen table and yawned as he waited for the food to cook.” Man today was just plain weird and that guy Sei was the weirdest thing of all today.” He thought back on the two encounters he’d had with him and shivered in disgust as recalled how he had shamelessly flirted with another guy.” I must need a woman real bad if I’m starting to find a girlish guy like him good-looking.” That’s when it hit him, it was because Sei looked so feminine that he saw him as attractive. Smiling he walked over and picked up the phone and dialed Shimizu’s number. “Hey girl missed me?”

“Depends on what you want cutie?”

“Since when do I want anything for myself? No I just called to see if you busy tonight and if maybe you want to go out?”

“Hmm well I’m free so you can pick me up at seven and take me to dinner and out to a club. Then maybe I’ll make it up to you later in the evening ok?”

“You got it sweetheart and believe me if your with me then you know you’ll have a good time right honey?”

“He-he yea you always know how to show us ladies a good time, well then I’ll get ready and see you tonight.”

“Later.” He hung up the phone and turned back to his food which was now burned in the microwave. “Damnit I never can get this damn thing to fix decent and edible food!” Throwing it away he headed up to shower and get ready for his date.

Pulling open his eyes Sei focused in on the clock and was surprised to see it was already seven fifteen at night.” Man I must have been more worn out than I thought.” Stumbling down stares he saw his mom at the stove and his dad sitting at the table reading the paper.

“Oh you’re finally up? Well I didn’t make enough for you so go out and eat ok.” His mother gave him a shooing motion as she told him to leave.

“Yea and pick me up some smokes on your way home to ya little punk!” He flinched at his dads’ harsh tone.

“Ok I’ll be home later tonight then.” Pulling on his jacket he headed out to find some dinner and hopefully wouldn’t be back till his parents were fast asleep. Walking outside into the cold he walked towards the city and for anyplace that he could get a cheap meal and some time alone. “Looks like moving hasn’t done shit for my life after all.” Shaking his head and breathing out a puff of cold breath he tried not to think of how badly his life sucked at the moment.

He flashed his most charming smile at the waitress as she took their orders and she enough she blushed and a cute light pink. “We’ll also have a bottle of Cherry Wine if you don’t mind?”

“Um well are you twenty-one?”

“Oh come on sweetie can’t you let the rules slide just this once I have a special lady here I can’t be looking bad now can I?”

She hesitated a moment before smiling a shy smile. “Ok just this once but if anybody asks you had a fake I.D. buster.” With that she smiled and headed to the kitchen.

“Wow Himoto you are quite the charmer aren’t you?” Shimizu smiled slyly as she leaned over and pressed her lips to his.

After breaking the kiss he smiled sexily and winked at her. ”I have to be if I’m gonna keep a pretty girl like you happy.” He sure as hell would keep her happy tonight when he had her tight ass back in his bed.

“Well with all this extravagant treatment I’ll definitely have to make sure you get extra special treatment tonight huh?”

“Well doll that’s completely up to you, but I am happy just to have you in my sight.”

“Oh god you’re so corny with those lines. We both know you just want me to put out for you tonight because you’re a horn ball.” She grinned wickedly at him as the words left those bright red lips of hers.

“Me a horn ball, never!” The both laughed knowing that was total lie. He caught his breath and calmed himself as they placed their food and wine down on the table. “Well enjoy the feast beautiful.”

“Well darling I hope you also intend to treat me to your coat because it’s pouring outside now.” She said as she motioned to the window.

“Huh?” Looking away from his steak and out the window he saw that it had started raining really hard by now, but what really caught his interest was the figure run by, he could swear it was Sei and without even realizing much less thinking he got up and ran out side.

“Hey where are you going? Himoto! ”Shimizu yelled as he ran out the door.

He totally ignored Shimizu as he chased down what for some unknown reason was Sei, huffing and puffing as he ran trying to see with all the rain drops splashing into his eyes.”Damnit! Why the hell am I chasing him?” Without answering himself he ran even faster to catch him until he finally got close enough to reach out and grab the figure and yank him to where he faced him, sure enough it was Sei with water streaming down his face and an extremely shocked look on his face.

“Himoto what on earth are you doing out here in this weather? He stared at him as Himoto gasped for breath while he stared at him with those ocean eyes of his.

Why was he standing out here in the rain chasing after a boy he barely knew? “Well what about you? Why are you plowing through the rain this late at night?”

“It’s not that late. It’s only eight thirty and that still doesn’t tell me why you chased me down?” By now he was squirming self consciously due to the close proximity with Himoto.

“Uh well….I just saw you run by and was concerned about you what’s the big deal?” He looked away trying to avoid Sei’s probing eyes.

“Well thanks for worrying about me but I’ll be fine so you can go back to what ever you were doing ok.” In reality he just wanted him to leave because he had just spent the last hour running blindly and the last thirty of it was in the rain so by now his body was shaking with exhaustion and he just wanted to try and make it home without collapsing but every second he stood there his body grew weaker.

He noticed Sei looked pale and was shaking horribly.” How long have you been running and why the hell didn’t you say you worn to the point of breaking!!??

Taking a step back at the sudden anger in his voice he lost his balance and begin to fall but before he hit the ground he found himself in the arms of Himoto. ”What are you doing!? Put me down right now!!

“No way in hell are you capable of walking so I’m going to lug your sorry ass back to my house where you WILL get some rest then call your parents and go home got it!?”

All he could manage was a shaky nod of his head and even then he didn’t know what he was agreeing to for the darkness had already engulfed him and he let his head lull against Himoto as he passed out.

He had no trouble getting Sei home I mean how could he not? The boy was light as any girl. In fact he was lighter than even some girls he knew. “Man I just seem to be going out of my way to take care of this brat an awful lot lately.” Sighing he laid the boy down and began taking off his wet shirt so as though he wouldn’t get pneumonia. As he undressed him he took the time to let his roam over the boys’ body and before he knew it he had leaned over and his lips were now hovering above Sei’s, jerking back abruptly he walked into the kitchen and dropped in the chair with his head in his hands.

Shielding his eyes against the light he struggled to recall where he was and what had happened, looking around he saw Himoto sitting at a kitchen table and it all came crashing back to him.” Aaahh!” He immediately covered his mouth hoping Himoto hadn’t heard but just his luck he was already headed over to the couch.

“Good you’re awake. Now mind telling me why you thought it would be fun to take a rainy night jog?” He was shocked when Sei’s eyes suddenly welled up with tears and he shook his head fiercely.

“It’s not your concern now I’ll be going home if you don’t mind.” He got up to leave but Himoto pushed him back down.

“Your obviously have been through hell so stay the night and go home in the morning ok?

In case your confused I added more and re-published it due to many mistakes lol